I want to get out of here...
I mean, I want to stay...
but different
I want to start over again
a new pure fresh start
I want
forgotten memories
lost experiences
unread books
untouched doors
unwatched objects
unwalked paths
Everything has to be unfamiliar, untouched, new...
I want to be pure
hobbies, a girlfriend, a father, a mother, a brother, a pet, a couple of friends... and all of that without inner conflicts.
strive to a goal without wondering why.
practice. Becoming faster, better, bigger, taller, stronger.
To grow!
Evolution!
...but pure
yes, that's what I want.